reflection.

happy new year!
cc is very excited for 2012 because 2011 was way too crap.
usually, i don't remember much. unlike isaac, i can't say that a particular year was the best because a year is way too long and i can't remember everything that happened in the past year. but 2011 obviously sucked and was the worst year of my life!!!! hopefully, 2012 will be a much better year.

for 2011, i am grateful because...
friends. my bestest friends are still by my side.
the panda gang! grateful for having you guys to support me, studies and social life wise. we all agreed that we wouldn't survive third year without each other (although loli also said that her marks worsened because we partied too much...)
i made a few new friends that became close. especially r? because he actually said that while i was in hk, there were a few times that he wanted to call me but couldn't. and i!
i stopped fighting with tiffany. although we talk and interact like strangers, it's slowly getting there.

it's sad because...
i lost a few of my closest friends, mainly b and s.
i got out of a relationship (if you can call it that...) and he was one of my best friends for a year, so i lost another best friend.
i had a huge argument with my dad for the first time and it was over something somewhat silly, now that i think back.
i also had a huge argument with mummy in taipei, and i'm sure a few times back home as well.
worst uni marks ever. so bad that i am now at risk of not getting into honours.
i've lost contact with God. how long haven't i talked to him for? since Christmas? and the time before that? maybe half a year? and i think 2011 was such a bad year because God is not looking after me anymore...