i need motivation.

i am officially at my heaviest weight. ever. don't tell me i don't look any fatter. don't ask me if i've only had two grapes for dinner. you know perfectly well how much i eat. no, my scales aren't lying to me either. yes. time for me to try harder to lose those seven kilos. yes. seven. please. don't let me eat. my bmi tells me that i'm overweight. no joke. this isn't healthy. do not lie to me. i will hate you if you tell me that i look fine.